swallow me whole
I need you
I need you
There isn’t anyone else who can fuck away every bit of pain and grief and darkness I desperately need to release
There isn’t anyone else I feel safe enough with
There isn’t anyone else I would allow
To choke me
Bite me
Slap me
Restrain me
Dig nails into me
Relentlessly and savagely fuck me through screams and tears with arms tied behind my back
Spine arched and bent in unimaginable ways
Hair pulled, firmly grasped in your hands
Softly intertwined within your fingers
I don’t need anyone else for the task
I give my permission for submission only to you
I only need you
Body pressed up against mine
Caging me between your cock and the wall
Testing my resolve, demanding my surrender
Making your way between my thighs
A handful of what has only belonged to you
An untouched and overflowing fountain of sacred waters
Reserved solely for the entirety of your being to be bathed and cleansed in
My love
Bring me your shame and anger and guilt
Fill me to the brim with the things you hide and shove down beneath the surface
I want it
I need it
I’m fucking begging for it
Let me turn your bitterness into symphonies of moans
Proclamations of pleasure dripping in blood, sweat, and tears
Love that isn’t confined to that which society deems it must be
Wrapped in ideologies of purity
Bland, presentable…wholesome
No, give me immoral
Give me taboo
Love that is unafraid of the underworld
Love the dances with the dark
Love that dines with demons
Love that consumes and feasts on all it sees
Love that carves into flesh and cuts out infection
Love that heals the deepest wounds, no matter the method
Love that doesn’t falter at the sight of disfigured hearts from abuses long forgotten
I want you
I need you
To witness me in raw form
Lick my wounds
Swallow me whole